Today I woke up to a burst of vigorating energy. When you find out one of your best friends is going into labor you cant help but to be overwhelmed in excitement and worry all at the same time.
These past few months for me have been quite the change. New school, new roomates, new friends. Its like a whole new world, but in no way aladdin style. This new school is incredibly fast paced. Classes are in quarter sessions, four quarters a year, only a three week summer break. Unfortuanatly it is a bit ridiculous. But on the other hand, the classes are more focused on my major, which in the long run is better in most ways. But the community is definitly diffetent than good old UMHB. Instead of a Christian based enviroment, it is more of the pothead typical austin area enviroment. But i have to say i have enjoyed every minute so far. It is harder finding a good community that supports the Christian way, but at the same time it is only more of an oppurtunity to reach out and really be a living testimony. So to me this is not a test, not quite a trial, but more of a challenge. To live up to what God made me to be, to stand for His word no matter what. To be a disciple.
What makes this hard, is knowing that this summer i will not be working at Highland Lakes Camp. After coming to this school i kind of realized i wouldnt be able to work there unless i could work weekends only. But it didnt really hit me until last weekend when all the recreation staff smts moved in for training. My cousin Brooke, and my friends all moved in. Brooke is one of my best friends. The other people at the camp are pretty much like family to me now. It is so hard knowing that they are there serving God and having so much fun all together and im stuck here at school. I guess its jealousy. But its just sad. I know God is going to do work through me here. Having another best friend, Ashly, here definitly makes things alot easier. Along with my roomates, especially Deidra who is pretty much my sister. And a few other best friends here too. I know me and Ashly are gonna have a hard time with this since we worked last summer and love those girls and the camp so much.
I cant beleive Brooke is going straight to UNT after being at camp all summer long. I love her dearly and im going to miss her so much. But i know were gonna be friends forever and nothing willl get in the way of our friendship. But I know God is greater than all of this and he will help us get through this. He will keep our friendships alive and well.
Speaking of Ashly, she just got married last weekend. She is so cute and im so blessed to have become friends with her. She is so aswesome and such a woman of God. I can see how much God is at the foundation of her relationship with her husband and it just makes me so hopeful and its so awesome to see God working in their lives with each other.
Yesterday I was blessed with an incredible message at Austin Stone. We as christians look forward to the mission God is leading us to. To live for him and fulfill his will. To reach others whereever we go. But when we do this we tend to forget the work God is doing in our lives as we speak. We neglect the brokeness in our hearts that Hes transforming us to be like Him. Is He what we are living for in all areas of our lives? How much so we neglect the present time in our lives. We look to the future so much and try to live out God's will and forget how much he is still doing in our hearts and our lives right as we speak.
Less than 2 hours ago my best friend had a baby girl. Less than 3 days ago I had a 3 month anniversary with my boyfriend. Less than 2 weeks ago i had a best friend get married. Less than 2 months ago i had another best friend get married. Less than 3 years ago i graduated highschool. Time flies by. We move on into the future thinking what next, getting excited for the things to come. But we cant forget the present. The now. Stop and listen. Listen to what God is doing in your heart now. I have drifted and i know i have. But its never too late to go back. When you stray, God's mercy is never ceasing to grab hold of you and sweep you into his arms.
Proverbs 4:23
These past few months for me have been quite the change. New school, new roomates, new friends. Its like a whole new world, but in no way aladdin style. This new school is incredibly fast paced. Classes are in quarter sessions, four quarters a year, only a three week summer break. Unfortuanatly it is a bit ridiculous. But on the other hand, the classes are more focused on my major, which in the long run is better in most ways. But the community is definitly diffetent than good old UMHB. Instead of a Christian based enviroment, it is more of the pothead typical austin area enviroment. But i have to say i have enjoyed every minute so far. It is harder finding a good community that supports the Christian way, but at the same time it is only more of an oppurtunity to reach out and really be a living testimony. So to me this is not a test, not quite a trial, but more of a challenge. To live up to what God made me to be, to stand for His word no matter what. To be a disciple.
What makes this hard, is knowing that this summer i will not be working at Highland Lakes Camp. After coming to this school i kind of realized i wouldnt be able to work there unless i could work weekends only. But it didnt really hit me until last weekend when all the recreation staff smts moved in for training. My cousin Brooke, and my friends all moved in. Brooke is one of my best friends. The other people at the camp are pretty much like family to me now. It is so hard knowing that they are there serving God and having so much fun all together and im stuck here at school. I guess its jealousy. But its just sad. I know God is going to do work through me here. Having another best friend, Ashly, here definitly makes things alot easier. Along with my roomates, especially Deidra who is pretty much my sister. And a few other best friends here too. I know me and Ashly are gonna have a hard time with this since we worked last summer and love those girls and the camp so much.
I cant beleive Brooke is going straight to UNT after being at camp all summer long. I love her dearly and im going to miss her so much. But i know were gonna be friends forever and nothing willl get in the way of our friendship. But I know God is greater than all of this and he will help us get through this. He will keep our friendships alive and well.
Speaking of Ashly, she just got married last weekend. She is so cute and im so blessed to have become friends with her. She is so aswesome and such a woman of God. I can see how much God is at the foundation of her relationship with her husband and it just makes me so hopeful and its so awesome to see God working in their lives with each other.
Yesterday I was blessed with an incredible message at Austin Stone. We as christians look forward to the mission God is leading us to. To live for him and fulfill his will. To reach others whereever we go. But when we do this we tend to forget the work God is doing in our lives as we speak. We neglect the brokeness in our hearts that Hes transforming us to be like Him. Is He what we are living for in all areas of our lives? How much so we neglect the present time in our lives. We look to the future so much and try to live out God's will and forget how much he is still doing in our hearts and our lives right as we speak.
Less than 2 hours ago my best friend had a baby girl. Less than 3 days ago I had a 3 month anniversary with my boyfriend. Less than 2 weeks ago i had a best friend get married. Less than 2 months ago i had another best friend get married. Less than 3 years ago i graduated highschool. Time flies by. We move on into the future thinking what next, getting excited for the things to come. But we cant forget the present. The now. Stop and listen. Listen to what God is doing in your heart now. I have drifted and i know i have. But its never too late to go back. When you stray, God's mercy is never ceasing to grab hold of you and sweep you into his arms.
Proverbs 4:23